tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76646470737424153392024-03-05T21:14:10.095-08:00Life is a lesson.Stöfffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09378071351081541326noreply@blogger.comBlogger53125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664647073742415339.post-61497703989763903702012-11-29T05:13:00.006-08:002012-11-29T05:14:37.026-08:00Winter is comingYay, a new post by me which nobody will see because I probably lost everyone who ever had interest in this one. I didn't even remember my own url properly, so yeaah.<br />
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But nevermind.<br />
Today it is rainy and grey and I don't like this. I'm waiting for snow to come because it's gonna be winter.<br />
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Soo, I've found this on tumblr and thought I'd post it here for the best.<br />
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<span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: inherit;">Since the start of 2012 I have:</span></div>
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<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Gotten a new piercing.</strike></span></small></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><small><strike style="background-color: black;">Dyed my hair.</strike></small></span></div>
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<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><b style="background-color: black;">Ended a relationship.</b></span></small></div>
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<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><b style="background-color: black;">Started a new relationship.</b></span></small></div>
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<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><b style="background-color: black;">Been on a long car journey. </b></span></small></div>
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<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><b style="background-color: black;">Passed an exam.</b></span></small></div>
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<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><b style="background-color: black;">Cried on someone’s shoulder.</b></span></small></div>
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<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><b style="background-color: black;">Had a massive fight with a boyfriend/girlfriend.</b></span></small></div>
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<small><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><strike>Received flowers.</strike> </span></small></div>
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<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Had a Valentine.</strike></span></small></div>
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<strong><small><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: inherit;">Written a letter using pen and paper.</span></small></strong></div>
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<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Gone to see a therapist.</strike></span></small></div>
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<strong><small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Been prescribed medication by a doctor.</strike></span></small></strong></div>
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<small><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><b>Read a really good book. (</b><i>The Perks of being a wallflower.</i>.<b>)</b></span></small></div>
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<strong><small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Gone to the zoo.</strike></span></small></strong></div>
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<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><b style="background-color: black;">Spent too much money on unnecessary things.</b></span></small></div>
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<strong><small><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: inherit;">Traveled by train.</span></small></strong></div>
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<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><b style="background-color: black;">Cried over a member of the opposite/same sex.</b></span></small></div>
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<strong><small><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: inherit;">Spent a day out in the sun getting a tan.</span></small></strong></div>
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<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><b style="background-color: black;">Slammed a door out of frustration.</b></span></small></div>
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<strong><small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Had an anxiety attack.</strike></span></small></strong></div>
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<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Babysat for a friend’s child.</strike></span></small></div>
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<strong><small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Had a BBQ.</strike></span></small></strong></div>
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<strong><small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Gone to the fair.</strike></span></small></strong></div>
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<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><b style="background-color: black;">Gone bowling.</b></span></small></div>
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<small><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><strong>Seen a film at the cinema in 3D.</strong><em> (Yeah, I saw The Avengers in 3D..)</em></span></small></div>
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<em><small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Gone on a date. </strike></span></small></em></div>
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<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Been the only sober one on a night out.</strike></span></small></div>
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<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Helped someone home after they’d had too much to drink.</strike></span></small></div>
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<strong><small><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: inherit;">Stayed up all night.</span></small></strong></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 5px; margin-top: 5px; text-align: justify;">
<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Talked on the phone for over 2 hours.</strike></span></small></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 5px; margin-top: 5px; text-align: justify;">
<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Supported someone who’d received bad news.</strike></span></small></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 5px; margin-top: 5px; text-align: justify;">
<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Watched some kind of live sporting event.</strike></span></small></div>
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<strong><small><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: inherit;">Read an entire book in one day.</span></small></strong></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 5px; margin-top: 5px; text-align: justify;">
<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Bought a DVD the day it was released.</strike></span></small></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 5px; margin-top: 5px; text-align: justify;">
<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Eaten McDonald’s more than four times in a single week.</strike></span></small></div>
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<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><b style="background-color: black;">Cried as a result of exam stress.</b></span></small></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-family: inherit;"><strong><small style="background-color: black;">Met some incredible new people. </small></strong></span></div>
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<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Fallen backwards off a chair. </strike></span></small></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 5px; margin-top: 5px; text-align: justify;">
<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Broken my glasses.</strike></span></small></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 5px; margin-top: 5px; text-align: justify;">
<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><b style="background-color: black;">Cried over someone in my past.</b></span></small></div>
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<strong><small><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: inherit;">Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet.</span></small></strong></div>
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<strong><small><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: inherit;">Thrown up. </span></small></strong></div>
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<strong><small><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: inherit;">Cried over a film.</span></small></strong></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 5px; margin-top: 5px; text-align: justify;">
<strong><small><span style="background-color: black; color: white; font-family: inherit;">Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-boyfriend.</span></small></strong></div>
<div style="margin-bottom: 5px; margin-top: 5px; text-align: justify;">
<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><strike style="background-color: black;">Fought with someone in public.</strike></span></small></div>
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<small><span style="color: white; font-family: inherit; font-size: small;"><b style="background-color: black;">Been in a relationship for a year or longer.</b></span></small></div>
Stöfffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09378071351081541326noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664647073742415339.post-75402351117650320572012-06-19T15:58:00.001-07:002012-06-19T15:58:49.553-07:00And now I'm a believer..or elseJust wanted to drop some notes here:<br />
I'm very happy at the moment, so this is good (ok, it's late and I'm tired but BESIDES I'm happy o.O)<br />
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I started to do a lot of social network stuff, so if you want to have a look at my weird site, okay, I mean my even weirder site ;), take this:<br />
<a href="https://twitter.com/#!/stoefff">https://twitter.com/#!/stoefff</a>
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<a href="http://alessonlearnedinlife.tumblr.com/">http://alessonlearnedinlife.tumblr.com/</a>
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And my facebook, which probably is known by now:<br />
<a href="https://www.facebook.com/stoefff">https://www.facebook.com/stoefff</a>
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I'm way too lazy to post here that often but I'm on facebook, twitter and tumblr most of my day so you'll get the whole picture there.<br />
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Now is the time for you to scream and run and move so I don't know how to write letters to you, Monika :P<br />
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I almost finished my thesis by now but I'm missing out on some books which is kind of freaking me out but I got enough time tomorrow to freak out, now is the time to go to sleep or something like that.Stöfffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09378071351081541326noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664647073742415339.post-25794019608039553892012-05-27T07:16:00.000-07:002012-05-27T07:16:03.367-07:00It's been a while once again..I think I'm way too lazy to be a good blogger.<br />
I'm so sorry for letting this blog rot - I shouldn't do that.<br />
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So, what's new and fresh over here? Let's see.<br />
Johnny, Sam and Max got used to the fact that Rumo won't come back. They still act strangely when they're outside their cage but I guess that's because the toys still smell like him. I wanted to throw them away, they're made of old cardboards anyway, but I haven't found the strength for that. And I'm not quite sure if my sweethearts won't be bored without them. So, ya, I don't know. At the moment I don't even get inside the runout with them because Sam has fallen into his old habit again: he plays nice and then attacks one when you're trying to cuddle with him. It's kind of annoying and scares me.<br />
As it is summertime again, I don't really have the patience to sit down with them for like an hour. The sun makes me like very active or something. I feel like a kangaroo which bounces all of the time and still doesn't get sleepy. It's a strange feeling.<br />
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On the private (I almost wrote pirate, lol) section, I've almost finished my Bachelor thesis, there are only a few pages left to write, then it has to be corrected and then I can deliever it and then I'm going to be without work until autumn. That will be a very strange feeling I guess. Well, let's see. I plan on doing a lot of traveling then. I want to buy an interail ticket and go through the East of Europe by train til I reach Greece. And a friend and me wanted to go to Ireland for a week or so to look for leprechauns. I also had the idea of doing some work & travel stuff in Australia. Aaand I desperately want to visit the USA again. So, we`ll see which of these many plans will be realized this or next year and which have to wait for a later time. I still don't know what I want to do after my graduation. It's Business Administration or Cultural Heritage Preservation or something really different. I don't know, still figuring...<br />
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Yeah, so here's an older pic, but it's describing today:<br />
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<br />Stöfffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09378071351081541326noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664647073742415339.post-40381177742874719292012-04-17T05:01:00.002-07:002012-04-17T05:02:45.740-07:00Time to say goodbye..<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjWF5qqcIYAnitfEKTZ9Xj5bWMrOhu1NNhij_DjUjABqxOwftlF88e4SIAvDD3BZYvNWeuE-ck7oXuzX7na1Ed8JjOLqtPngFdRkyLIdUtCOX4PevIUtjMPJ8O5U5m3fdmseBsAFoskc4Nl/s1600/Rumo+Abschied+klein.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjWF5qqcIYAnitfEKTZ9Xj5bWMrOhu1NNhij_DjUjABqxOwftlF88e4SIAvDD3BZYvNWeuE-ck7oXuzX7na1Ed8JjOLqtPngFdRkyLIdUtCOX4PevIUtjMPJ8O5U5m3fdmseBsAFoskc4Nl/s320/Rumo+Abschied+klein.jpg" width="218" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Rumo,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">als du zu mir gekommen bist, hattest du eine 13stündige Autofahrt hinter dir und eine Vergesellschaftung vor dir..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Und du warst noch so klein, dein Bruder und du, ihr habt auf eine Handfläche gepasst.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Ich habe euch vor dem Leben im Tierheim bewahrt und dich sehr verwöhnt.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Du warst immer der Mutigste, deshalb heißt du auch Rumo, wie die Romanfigur von Walter Moers.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Deine Lieblingsbeschäftigung war, überall hochzuklettern. Am liebsten da, wo du es nicht solltest, wie in Bücherregalen und ähnlichem.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Wir haben nie den Draht zueinander gefunden, den ich mit Sam und Max habe..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Aber ich hab dich immer sehr lieb gehabt.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Gerade weil du so gerne geklettert bist, hat es mir sehr weh getan zu sehen, wie du immer weniger so konntest, wie du wolltest..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Es fing damit an, dass du von Rampen abgerutscht bist und dir die Fortbewegung im Käfig immer schwerer fiel.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Ich hab dann alles für dich behindertengerecht gebaut, die Rampen waren breiter und viel weniger steil und einige Wochen ging es dann auch besser.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Aber irgendwann konntest du dann nicht mehr.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Die Medizin hat dafür gesorgt, dass du viele Gramm abgenommen hast und nur noch Haut und Knochen warst, trotz Käse, Mais, Fruchtzwerg..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Seit einigen Wochen schon wohnst du nur noch ganz unten und deine Artgenossen fürchten sich vor dir und kommen nur, um dir ab und zu mal was von deinem Essen zu klauen. Und du randalierst, weil du dich alleine fühlst und langweilst, aber du kamst noch immer in den Auslauf und hast rumlaufen wollen..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Und nun, zum Schluss, ist auch dein linkes Vorderbeinchen gelähmt und du kannst nur noch auf der Seite liegen.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Mein Herz weint, aber mein Verstand sagt mir, dass es das richtige ist.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Auf der anderen Seite der Brücke warten Mais, Käse und Fruchtzwerg in rauen Mengen auf dich.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Und du wirst wieder toben können. Und klettern.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Komm gut rüber, mein Schatz. Du wirst immer in meinem Herzen sein.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><i><br />
</i></div><i>Somewhere over the rainbow<br />
Way up high,<br />
There's a land that I heard of<br />
Once in a lullaby.<br />
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Somewhere over the rainbow<br />
Skies are blue,<br />
And the dreams that you dare to dream<br />
Really do come true.<br />
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Someday I'll wish upon a star<br />
And wake up where the clouds are far<br />
Behind me.<br />
Where troubles melt like lemon drops<br />
Away above the chimney tops<br />
That's where you'll find me.<br />
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Somewhere over the rainbow<br />
Bluebirds fly.<br />
Birds fly over the rainbow.<br />
Why then, oh why can't I?<br />
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If happy little bluebirds fly<br />
Beyond the rainbow<br />
Why, oh why can't I?</i>Stöfffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09378071351081541326noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664647073742415339.post-32317878187870416212011-12-30T15:03:00.000-08:002011-12-30T15:04:03.959-08:00So, I got one reader :)Hello Monika, nice to know you're still reading *winks*<br />
So I guess I have to keep up writing this countdown thing so you're able to learn more about me and to make me remember this year - which I don't, only in some flashes.<br />
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<div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">day 10: 4 happy events<br />
</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">Walpurgisnight<br />
Wacken<br />
being at roleplay conventions</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">waking up with the feeling to know what to do next year</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
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day 11: 4 capitals of people who were especially important to you during 2011</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">F K C J</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 12: 4 things you'd like to repeat</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
I don't know - I wish I would, but I'm not certain of anything right now</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 13: 4 things you're missing</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">the feeling of knowing someone for like ages<br />
the warm summer nights (which weren't really existing this year tho)<br />
tea with my flat - mate and Jasmin in the kitchen<br />
kind of warmth in my relationships with anyone</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 14: 4 things you like about the winter</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">the darkness can be kind of comfortable and I like some snow - but not that rainy, stupid shit which is out there most of the time this year</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 15: 4 feelings you mostly had 2011</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">by reading this blog, I think the most powerful feeling has been loneliness although i'm not really that lonely - and fear</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 16: 4 partys you remember</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">one year flat - share community with Jane, Christine`s birthday, Falko's birthday and my own birthday of course</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 17: 4 facts</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">I'm pretty grown - up during this year<br />
I love Falko, I think I'd like to stay with him forever<br />
Therapy hasn't been so bad as I thought before<br />
I'm gonna study Business Administration for real</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 18: 4 things you're happy about 2012</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">the world finally collapses?</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">I'll start a new field of study<br />
I'm going to go to Wacken again<br />
Soil sciences will finally be over - in one way or another!</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 19: 4 shitty tests</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">Haven't had none this year, I assume</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 20: 4 good tests</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">well, soil sciences went pretty great - I don't remember much of the other tests, but as I've passed them all, they'd be great..</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"></span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"></span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"></span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 21: 4 pictures which say something about 2011</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #eeeeee; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg71qZi1-ZhAfSQ3UgHc72e3CuggGdoT9PnEYa85zhC0I40JN7i0UgkfoXvuTvLRYvRo1VzGHE7Vzd2w8JKpSWaeFonhrxJldY1bBJ3l3YKxths06H1Dar1sXg2-LG7wnOk1FZfpGosZjPz/s1600/2011_1.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg71qZi1-ZhAfSQ3UgHc72e3CuggGdoT9PnEYa85zhC0I40JN7i0UgkfoXvuTvLRYvRo1VzGHE7Vzd2w8JKpSWaeFonhrxJldY1bBJ3l3YKxths06H1Dar1sXg2-LG7wnOk1FZfpGosZjPz/s320/2011_1.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><br />
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day 22: 4 favorite clothes to wear 2011</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">ah, I don't know, some warm and dry ones would be alright here</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 23: 4 acts about summer</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">summer? where? no, actually it was very rainy, very cold but weather was okay the weekends i spent outside..</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 24: A wish which is really important to you</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"></span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
I want to stay healthy in 2012!</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">day 25: 4 favorite words</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"></span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
awesome</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">suit up</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"> </span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">day 26: 4 facts about christmas 2011</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
it was a happy christmas</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">there were no fights</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">i even wasn't that annoyed by my brother</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">presents were rare but nice</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">day 27: 4 pieces of jewellery</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
i don't have any - so?</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">day 28: 4 things you couldn't live without</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">Ipod, Books, Pen&Paper</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 29: 4 things reminding you of New Year's Eve 2010/2011</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">campfire</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">lots to eat</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">sing along with songs i don't even know</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">melancholy</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 30: 4 words to describe 2011</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">wet</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">interesting</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">very long</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">exhausting</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 31: 4 intentions for 2012</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">I want to find a job</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">I want to be brave - tell people "No" when I don't wanna do something and talk about my problems with the people causing them</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">I'd like to stay healthy</span></div><div style="color: #eeeeee;"><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">I'll fight like a lioness for my relationship with Falko because it's the third year and he said relationships tend to break in the third year!</span></div>Stöfffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09378071351081541326noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664647073742415339.post-55432815158620762402011-12-23T14:30:00.001-08:002011-12-23T14:30:36.944-08:00Screw that..As nobody reads this here anyway, this blog is closed now.Stöfffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09378071351081541326noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664647073742415339.post-13810420092731085652011-12-09T05:42:00.000-08:002011-12-09T05:43:19.997-08:00Aww..Hello again..<br />
so, I just realized I had made a promise and I broke it again. Damn me.<br />
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Well, I spent two nice days on a cruise to Norway and back and I felt really relaxed on that ship - just to feel more stressed and worn out now that I'm back. I'm so fucked up - I can't stop hating my neighbor, I can't stop fearing the workload I have to do this semester and I just can't help myself from feeling lonely when realizing that Falko meets other people and will spend 4 days on a goddamn LAN Party to play computer games and do silly stuff.<br />
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Well, it's the 9th of December, so there are 9 things to write about (this "countdown stuff")..<br />
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<div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">day 01: 4 songs which remind you of 2011</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">Knorkator - Alter Mann<br />
Edguy - Trinidad<br />
Die Happy - Sleeping time<br />
Blind Guardian - The Bard's Song</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">day 02: 4 people you got to know this year<br />
</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">Yvonne, Braunsäckchen, Vivi, Jakob</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 03: 4 special events<br />
</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">taking part in role-play convention, winning a trip to Oslo, dancing with Falko on the "Uniball" and my first time in the Gothic Night at Ela </span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 04: 4 sad moments</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">uh oh, I think there were more as 4 this year, at least when I read my blog, it seems like that - uhm, but I can't name special ones.. maybe being a bit lonely on role-play convention without Falko was one very sad moment..</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 05: 4 places you spent most of your time in 2011</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">Falko's apartment, university, at home, in the park</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 06: 4 things, you'd wish to undo</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">inviting Jasmin to join the pen & paper group</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">visiting "Kiel's longest Night"<br />
go on excursions with Jasmin</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">..I don't know..</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 07: 4 wishes for Christmas</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">I'd like to stay healthy and happy. Apart of that, everything related to True Blood :D</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 08: 4 things you're currently happy about</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">My room looks a lot more than my home now.<br />
My boys are cute and healthy.</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">Falko loves me.<br />
I have the best flat - mate anyone can ever have.<br />
</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
day 09: 4 things you're currently angry about</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">Jasmin - basically, her.<br />
Soil sciences - because I spend a lot more time trying to figure it out and learn it then I should be.<br />
Putin - it's not a democracy if nobody is able to say what one thinks without being arrested.</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;">Christmas - because it is stressful!</span></b></div><div style="color: white;"><b><span style="font-family: "Book Antiqua","serif"; font-size: 10pt;"><br />
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</span>Stöfffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09378071351081541326noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664647073742415339.post-23381048674745760872011-11-27T15:27:00.000-08:002011-11-27T15:27:43.511-08:00I'm terrible in writing blogsHello everyone,<br />
<br />
I guess that no one reads this anymore as I rarely find the time to sit down and write another text about my boring life and how terrible everything is etc.<br />
Well, if someone is still reading this, I have an announcement for you:<br />
On the 1st of December, I'll try something new: I'll start with a countdown to 2012 and post a piece of my life everyday.<br />
Things like "Which is the song of the year 2011?" or "4 things you are happy about at the moment" will be uncovered. So stay tuned and have a nice time!<br />
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No picture today, I want to go to bed.Stöfffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09378071351081541326noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664647073742415339.post-46599493792400468082011-10-13T06:46:00.000-07:002011-10-13T06:48:36.916-07:00It's been a while...Hello again,<br />
<br />
so, my tooth got infected after extracting it as well and it hurt for like 2 weeks or so after the extraction - I think I've never have been crying so much than back then. My only food were painkiller and water because everything else hurt so badly. I've gone rid of 4kg of weight - but don't worry, they're already back as I enjoy life much more since then. You only know what you have when you don't have it anymore, right?<br />
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So, my birthday celebration was very, very nice. I've only invited a few friends to have a little sit together and be able to talk to everyone and all my friends liked each other which was one of my biggest worries. Seems like I've finally chosen my perfect group of people who like me. I'm very proud of them and I'm so happy that I'm allowed to love them.<br />
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My rats were very sweet during the celebration. They sat at the doors of their cage and looked at my guests and snuffled for the smells of them. Everyone was like: "Wow, how sweet they are!!!" and of course I had to stop them from inserting their fingers through the doors because my rats try to bite than.<br />
Rumo still has this strange wheeze sometimes but the doctor wasn't able to find anything which could cause something like that. He's so sprightly and cheeky though that I'm not really worried about him mostly. Sam makes me worry because he seems to be a little bit more tired than he should be from time to time. Maybe it's just the warmth during summer and now the fall.<br />
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Trees are so colorful over here. I love this time of the year and all these different colors nature shows to us. Well, at least, sun is shining at the moment so that's why I can say I love autumn. I think I will be depressed during winter time again. That's not that good at all as I don't want to go back into therapy. Hopefully, I won't need to - keep your fingers crossed for me!<br />
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Oh, picture, yeah..<br />
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I'm made out of pain. My mouth hurts so badly, I feel like I can't even talk properly.<br />
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It all started on Thursday, when my wisdom tooth in the lower left tooth row began to hurt. At first, I thought everything would be alright on Friday morning, but it wasn't. I've hardly slept and went to the doctor in the early morning. He told me that it was badly infected and I'm taking some antibiotics since then. And today was the "great day" of getting rid of that shitty tooth. I decided to get the last 3 I have extracted so I can be done with that. It was such a fucking bad feeling when he worked in my mouth and since the numbness is over, my mouth just hurts. I know that it is only temporary and stuff, but I'd like to eat a real dinner which is a thing I haven't done since last Wednesday.<br />
And I'm so afraid of injections now as I almost blacked out at the doctors when he gave me this anesthesia, although it was only a local one. Hopefully, I'll never have to get a real injection to black out and get operated.<br />
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My thoughts are with you, Kate!<br />
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Oh, and did I already mention it's fall? There's the storm, the rain, the everything - and it's too goddamn cold outside for September..Stöfffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09378071351081541326noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664647073742415339.post-23272350221538524462011-08-25T09:54:00.000-07:002011-08-25T09:54:42.513-07:00Feeling so sorryThis posting is especially for my pen pals:<br />
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I'M SO DAMN SORRY I'M NOT ANSWERING.<br />
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I don't know why but my life feels pretty stressful at the moment so I don't find the time and concentration to write letters. Even postcards are hard work to do.<br />
Work and rats and free time and Falko and all this keeps me running around like in a hamster wheel or something. Even at night, I can't really think about myself as thoughts are going round and round.<br />
Only two weeks left, than work is over and I will have more time than I want. But then - latest! - I will write everyone back who's waiting for me to respond.<br />
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So, I'm good by the way. Pretty tired and I'd like to have a weekend now as last weekend I've been on a Live Action Role Play Convention and didn't sleep that well and the weekend before I was on this tournament and the weekend before that I've been to Wacken Open Air - it's time for me to rest - I hope this weekend will be alright with that. It's just tomorrow night, there's the Night of the Museums until like 2 o'clock or something but Saturday will be a "stay in bed" - day. Wonderfully wonderful.Stöfffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09378071351081541326noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664647073742415339.post-1154185293289357022011-08-15T09:23:00.000-07:002011-08-15T09:23:05.502-07:00Will it stop raining?It's raining here for like 2 weeks. Right now, the sun came out, but she'll be gone, I'm pretty sure about that.<br />
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I've been to my first tournament in Jugger with Falko in Hamburg this weekend. It was really nice as sun was shining the entire Saturday, but on Sunday it started raining again and my mood was like that as well. Felt good to be home again with a roof over my head and 4 walls around me.<br />
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Rats are fine. They came out of their cage one day after my last posting, so they probably were confused about being able to get out again. It's nothing serious then and that's good. They are running around right now and they're happy. I have to clean the cage now, it smells a bit. Oh, I love my boys a lot.<br />
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I'm in a good mood at the moment. I'm not pretty sure why that is, but it's good that it is. I told myself not to be in a bad mood as that isn't good for my karma and stuff.<br />
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Working is fun. I have a new colleague which is very nice. She's studying Ethnology and has a boyfriend in France which makes me feel better because I can see my boyfriend whenever I want to - she can't. It's terrible to think that, isn't it? Well, I don't know.<br />
I have a maybe plan for my future - I want to become a teacher for adults. I'd have to study for 5 years again and do an internship before I can start working but it's a safe job once I got one and I could maybe stay in Kiel afterwards. But I'm not sure if it is the right job for me. I'm thinking about it all the time. Crazy.Stöfffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09378071351081541326noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664647073742415339.post-62231544274996050522011-08-07T11:33:00.000-07:002011-08-07T11:33:16.455-07:00Hello again!So, I'm back from Wacken Open Air now.<br />
Bands were just great and I had a really good time. I shared a tent with Falko which was great as it felt like we were living together and we had really good meals cooked on a camping stove. Every morning there was fresh bread with scrambled eggs and tofu nuggets and every evening there was another hot meal as well. It's unusual but really cool to live like that.<br />
I loved Apocalyptica and Blind Guardian although I never thought to like those two. Avantasia were lame, but I don't like Power Metal so it's not really astonishing. Next year, I will be back, Wacken!<br />
This will be Falko and mine third Wacken then. It's the magical 3 years frontier we'll be crossing.<br />
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My rats don't want to come out of their cage today. They had to stay in there for an entire week as I haven't been at home and Jane didn't let them out so they are like shy or confused or I don't know. I tried to attract them with treats but they caught them and ran into the cage again. I'm a little bit afraid that they lost their trust in me or don't know who I am - but maybe they are just miffed that I left them all alone.<br />
I have no important task so I can wait for them to see reason.<br />
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Tomorrow I'll start working again for 4 weeks. I'd better have another day off to chill out after Wacken Open Air as I had to clean my clothes and to clear the car out today. But I had told my boss that I could come back on the 8th of August so I have to live with it. It'll be awesome when week has started but right now, I don't want to go anywhere tomorrow morning.<br />
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Well, I'm going to peg out washing - the third washing machine and the last one for today.Stöfffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09378071351081541326noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664647073742415339.post-45384995423106095142011-07-28T15:14:00.000-07:002011-07-28T15:14:44.808-07:00tweetJust wanted to say, I got a twitter account now, so you can follow me on http://twitter.com/#!/stoefff now, if you like to. It's mostly about True Blood because I learned that twitter is a great way to learn new stuff about Eric Northman and all that. But I can use my mobile phone for updating so I will do that while Wacken Open Air eventually.<br />
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Oh, I baked fantastic corn bread yesterday. Never knew I could but it tasted as great as my memories from 10 years ago told me about it. It's so damn good when it's still warm and fresh. If anyone is interested, I can post the recipe here for sure - oh, as nobody comments this stuff here either, I think I will do it on Saturday or so.<br />
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Did I already mention I fell in love with Eric Northman yet? I think I haven't so far, so you know it now. I feel like a little teenager, just silently screaming when I see his face anywhere and I got a wallpaper collection of him, so I see him pretty often - it's hilarious. I'm 23 goddamn years old, feeling like 14. I still love you, Falko, don't be scared! I won't leave you because of a soap bubble. Eric Northman is just a character from a TV series and he's not even real - but sexy. It's like this saying: "To quicken the appetite outside is okay, but you have to eat at home." and that's just what I do.<br />
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Enough of this bullshit - I'm pretty tired but I had to share these thoughts before I go to sleep and dream of Eric and me instead of Sookie and.. oh, sorry.<br />
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I joined twitter two days ago but things don't work out there for me. First of all, my account was suspended and now I can't follow people because they are automatically unfollowed. It's a bug or something and I did report it to the support crew but now I have to wait until they can help me. Twitter is pretty interesting and time consuming as these mini games on Facebook are. Oh, no, I don't have a Facebook account and I don't want to have one, thanks Mr. Zuckerberg. Maybe I'll join Google+ because Google already knows a lot about me.<br />
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Yesterday I've been to the exhibition of butterflies in the botanical garden. It's very nice as they fly around freely in one of the halls and sit down on your shoulder, head or leg. Jane wore a brown trouser so one of the butterflies thought she's a tree.. look:<br />
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Yeah, what's new besides? Rumo is getting more and more aggressive and I have to stop him from destroying everything. I'm not quite sure but it seems like he's bored with the others and tries to make the best out of it. I certainly have to care of him more often. Maybe playing with these cat toy they have makes him more confident. I think he's gone sleeping now after running around through my room for like 30 min or something. Weirdo.<br />
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I met Jasmin yesterday when we started going to this exhibition and I left without telling anything. I feel a little bad but on the other hand she was the one who didn't support me throughout this clash in the students council.<br />
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So, today is a little bit like summer and next week will be Wacken Open Air time, so I hope the weather stays for a while. Keep your finger's crossed for me, world. Thanks.<br />
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I passed the oral exam in soil sciences and I even got an A-, which is a 1.3 in German ranking system.<br />
I'm so glad it's behind me and the next test is about 6 months away! Yeah.<br />
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This weekend, Falko and me went camping. It was a very sunny, very nice trip as yesterday was one of this real summer days which are sparely existing here. I had no sun blocker with me as I didn't believe there'd be any sunshine at all so now I'm totally burnt on my shoulders, arms and feet. I have no cream against it so it's gonna be another hard night before I get sleep.<br />
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There were some teenagers on the camp site as well which kept on talking and drinking all night long so I didn't sleep well last night. Today I got a headache and I'm in a bad mood.<br />
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I chatted with Falko, sitting down by the fire, which could've been very romantic and stuff but he told me that he doesn't believe in everlasting love anymore and that relationships for him aren't meant to exist forever which depresses me a lot as I hoped to be his future wife and to become an old couple with him. Well, at least he's becoming 30 next year and I'm not even 24, so maybe I'm a dreamer because I'm so young and he lost his dreams because he's so old and was hurt so many times. I just hope I don't have to leave his life so soon.<br />
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Well, you know what? It's Sunday again so it's not very unusual for me to be in such a mood. I think Sundays are the worst days in the week as I'm home alone and won't see him for almost an entire week and usually, the week begins on the next day and so weekend time is over. Now that I got holidays, Monday is the same as Sunday only that the shopping centers are opened. But I still hate it. Too much free time isn't good for me either, ya know. I guess I shouldn't be a student anymore but work, so I wouldn't have so much free time and would be more happy about a few weeks of holidays. Aw, I'm weird.<br />
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I don't want to show any picture right now. Maybe later. I wanna do something against my sunburn.Stöfffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09378071351081541326noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664647073742415339.post-63728740836842497832011-07-13T13:54:00.000-07:002011-07-13T13:55:19.734-07:00The house of the rising sunToday was quite nice.<br />
I learned with (my friend) Jasmin for our exam tomorrow morning and we both were pretty good remembering things we were told in the lessons.<br />
Afterwards we had a nice long talk about pretty much everything but our friendship which ended a while ago because of.. I don't know. Maybe because of time or maybe because I'm feeling stressed most of the time. I took some Bach flowers for not feeling stressed anymore - maybe that worked that well I was able to talk to her like nothing ever happened, I don't know.<br />
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So, tomorrow there will be my oral exam in soil science and I'm a wreck right now. I should go to bed but I'm that nervous that I'll probably lie there and stare at my ceiling thinking about every question he could ask over and over again until my alarm-clock tells me to raise up, eat and go to the exam. Wow, I haven't been that afraid when I did my graduation which really meant something - this time I could even repeat the test twice.<br />
Sometimes I hate my choice for studies. I'd better stayed at Philosophy instead of geological sciences. Would have been easier and more interesting. But no - Steffi thought in logical terms for once and what happens? She sucks at it. Great, thank you life.<br />
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This weekend, Falko and me planed to go camping but the weather doesn't want us to. There's gonna be rain on the weekend so camping would not be much fun. But as there are summer holidays right now, every other possibility like hotels or renting a caravan isn't possible as there are tourists everywhere around. Good for Schleswig - Holstein, bad for us. Well, we decided to see what the weather forecast tells us tomorrow and then we'll see what we can do.<br />
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On Friday I'll be in Hamburg at the archaeological museum. I need two more days of field trips to finish my graduation, so that will be one of it. The other one - well, maybe our boss can make that for me. I'll go there asking next week or so. I must write a job application to her anyway. And I need to find a topic for my thesis to start writing it. So many things to do and too less time for everything.<br />
Life's a circle.<br />
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Oh, picture for today.. hm.<br />
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it's already July and I haven't written a posting here yet so I guess it's time for that now.<br />
I'm into learning right now as I have my exams next week. On Monday there will be a test in law and on Thursday it'll be an oral test in soil science. I'm pretty scared of this soil science thing as I just passed the last written exam in it with a 3.7 which isn't very good as 4 is the last mark with which you can pass through it. I even got a headache thinking about it right now.<br />
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A good thing about having these tests next week is that I can go camping with Falko on the next weekend as my semester break starts right after the oral test. I will have 3 entire weeks to just hang around - sounds great, doesn't it? I'm not quite sure if it is though. We'll see.<br />
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I'm pretty worried about my boyfriend at the moment. He's gone to this Jugger tournament I wrote about earlier about 250km away from Kiel in Oldenburg. He went there this morning at 5 A.M. and I still haven't heard any sign of life from him. Recently send him a SMS but he hasn't answered. I just hope everything is ok - well, yeah, I'm a little bit angry as well as he could at least send a SMS on my mobile phone that he arrived well - that only takes a few minutes and only costs 20 cents which I should be worth.<br />
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Oh, I'm still waiting for the summer to come. The last days where hot and full of thunderstorms in exchange. Not really fun. It's goddamn July, it should be hot and sunny and very nice.<br />
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My neighbor has sex at the moment and I can everything. She doesn't even try to shut the fuck up, I'm pretty sure. It's like: "Look at me! I got a boyfriend who likes to sleep with me! Hey, I'm here, helloooo!" - well, at least, that's not what she yells but it would be typical. She annoyed me about her boyfriend having so much money and being so great and so on in the last few days. I wish I wouldn't have moved into this flat. I wish I hadn't been her only friend for some months. I just wished everything would be different.<br />
Well, I'm listening music with my headphones now, but I guess I won't be able to sleep that way so keep your finger's crossed they finish in the next few minutes.<br />
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I'm not in the mood for pictures, sorry. Have a nice Sunday!Stöfffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09378071351081541326noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664647073742415339.post-13305635390704644422011-06-29T13:56:00.001-07:002011-06-29T13:56:37.535-07:00Short updateIt's raining again.<br />
I'm sad because Falko promised me a weekend where we'd go camping and isn't able to keep his promise because of goddamn Jugger again. I learn to hate this sport now.<br />
I saw Larry Crowne in cinema. Nice film. Romantic and funny. Tom Hanks is great.<br />
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I did it. I ordered a pair of Poi so maybe I'll have a new hobby during summer.<br />
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Good night.Stöfffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09378071351081541326noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664647073742415339.post-89059788184134306662011-06-27T12:16:00.000-07:002011-06-27T12:16:07.083-07:00I wanna do bad things with you!Heyya, world outside.<br />
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I'm still alive and at least somehow happy.<br />
This weekend I've spend some time with Falko, but not that much as he was on a Jugger trip and I've been on a medieval con which was very nice. I enjoyed playing around with some Poi (without fire, I'm not THAT crazy) and just had a nice time.<br />
Yesterday was the display of fireworks downtown as the Kiel Week finally came to an end but I wasn't interesting in watching but better visited Falko instead. We watched two episodes of Warehouse 13 which is our new series I guess - bye bye Navy CIS. And then went to sleep. I liked awaking this morning, him being my first sight when the alarm bell rings. That's a feeling I could get used to - oh, into dreaming again.<br />
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Well, I just organized the first episode of the 4th season of True Blood and can't wait for Jane coming home so we can watch it together. She's at the training and I don't know when she'll be coming back but it feels unfair to watch it without her, I just tried.<br />
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I bought beautiful new headphones today. They are pink! and white, which are unusual colors for me but okay when it comes to headphones I guess. And I finally threw away my old bag for a new one. It's black and there are flowers on it and it has a lot of pockets. It's pretty cool but I haven't a picture of both of these things yet so maybe later.<br />
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So, that's my little update for now - just wanted to tell I'm alive before anyone gets scared.<br />
My picture:<br />
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"I could care less" it's just the main topic of this weekend.<br />
My friend or not friend anymore Jasmin who were with me on this medieval market last week wanted me to ask a friend if she could make her a medieval hood with a Liripipe as well. I asked this friend and now I have to discuss what kind of material it should be made of and how much money Jasmin will give her. I don't fucking care. I already have such a piece of art and I'm not Jasmin's mother, so she should be old enough to figure those things out for herself. It's just like the fact she asked me when the medieval market in Schleswig will be instead of using her brain and google. I had to ask Google also, so why can't she?<br />
Oh, and she's meeting a guy she got to know via internet and fell in love with only by hearing his voice. He's 23 and wants to have children already. Which ordinary guy wants to have a family with 23?<br />
I propose she will be married in 2 weeks as she meets him next week. Gonna be great. I don't think I want to know him. Her last boyfriend was such an asshole. Phew.<br />
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So, I had some course of the Archaeology of Maya this weekend which was very interesting and now I'm going to visit my boyfriend in a few minutes. Life is getting back to normal, I guess.<br />
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Oh, my day of the pic.. or vice versa.<br />
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I would love to do what the swans on this picture are doing as world would let me rest then.<br />
Goodbye for now.Stöfffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09378071351081541326noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664647073742415339.post-90311063016843342452011-06-13T13:46:00.000-07:002011-06-13T13:46:44.218-07:00Mixed.It's a pity how much time I spend with doing nothing instead of keeping this blog fresh.<br />
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So, for a little impression of what I've done this weekend, I got this picture of the day today:<br />
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On Saturday, I went to a pub with two friends of mine and we watched a band called "Tüdelband", drank a cocktail and went dancing in the Pumpe afterwards.<br />
And yesterday I was on the biggest middle ages market in Schleswig - Holstein with my brother, his girlfriend and a friend of mine which was nice as well.<br />
Today I spent some time with my family and some time with my rats which was nice too.<br />
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I have mixed feelings concerning the return of my boyfriend. On the one hand I'm really looking forward meeting him again and I am pretty happy to not be alone anymore. But on the other hand I'm enjoying my freedom a little too much at the moment which means I enjoy the feeling of not having to tell anyone what I do at a certain time and I don't have to consider anyone else by planning things.<br />
These thoughts make me kind of sad. It's like it was back then with Andy, I use my brain for judging over my relationship and try to ignore what my heart's telling me.<br />
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About my rats, to switch back to the main topic of this blog, they are alive and well. Sam ate an entire egg all alone, so I guess he will be the one who can be rolled soon. Rumo and Johnny are pretty shy, the other two boys came snuggling with me today, it's a little bit sad but tolerable.<br />
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Tomorrow I've got to work again and I don't want to. But as soon as I'm there, everything will be fine. It's just stressing at the beginning of the week. But I only have to start at 11 AM, so I have plenty of time to sleep and have breakfast, maybe even coffee before I go there. Sounds great, hu?<br />
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Wow, tonight is a night I'd like to cut my head off to stop thinking or to get rid of my heart so it stops speaking to me over and over again. Feel kind of heartbroken.<br />
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I don't understand myself. And 'til Thursday, everything will already be forgotten so I can't tell my therapist. Damn.Stöfffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09378071351081541326noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664647073742415339.post-45935967476774139092011-06-06T13:42:00.000-07:002011-06-06T13:42:09.027-07:00Back in black to protect the worldI'm back - okay, I already arrived here on Saturday but I had to sleep and play with my rats and go on a car boot sale and spend some time with my parents - stuff as usual although I have been gone for only 3 days.<br />
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It was pretty nice in Denmark. I thought it to be horrible as it was Geology but the weather was just that great, we even could run around in T - Shirts on the beach and most of the time it was just sitting down on the beach and listen to what the profs told us. Only the last day had a bad task for us, but luckily me and Jasmin had some help by Anna which does Geology as here first choose and everything was alright.<br />
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I miss Falko. Everything was okay in Denmark as I had enough stuff to do to not think about me being lonely or him being far away, on the other side of the Northern Sea. And Sunday was okay as well, although it was strange to be on that car boot sale without him. But yesterday he wrote an E - Mail to tell me he is still alive and fine and now I'm becoming more sad from hour to hour. I read that mail over and over again and was pretty happy he still loves me and thinks about me as he told, but it's so goddamn cold without him here - in a metaphorical sense.<br />
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Well, today there was a thunderstorm here and I had a terrible headache before it started. Now that I have slept a few hours and the thunderstorm was here, everything's better but I'm not tired anymore which is not that good as I have lessons tomorrow and I have to work as well - well, I have to write letters to Lauren in England and Kate in the USA, but I can't find any motivation as I wrote the report for Denmark for the last few hours. Sorry, Kate and Lauren (although you're not reading this..).<br />
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So, here's one of the pictures I have taken in Denmark, there are more coming up soon.<br />
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und der Rest deines Lebens liegt vor dir <br />
Vielleicht wäre es schlau <br />
dich ein letztes Mal umzusehen <br />
Du weißt nicht genau warum <br />
aber irgendwie packt dich die Neugier <br />
Der Himmel ist blau <br />
Und der Rest deines Lebens wird schön <br />
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Du hast ein gutes Gefühl <br />
Du denkst an all die schönen Zeiten <br />
Es ist fast zuviel <br />
Jetzt im Moment <br />
neben dir zu stehen <br />
Du hast kein klares Ziel <br />
aber Millionen Möglichkeiten <br />
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Ein gutes Gefühl <br />
und du weisst es wird gut <br />
für dich ausgehen<span style="color: #888888; font-size: 0.75em;"></span><br />
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Der Himmel ist blau <br />
Der Himmel ist blau <br />
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Die Welt gehört dir <br />
Was wirst du mit ihr machen <br />
Verrate es mir <br />
Spürst du wie die Zeit verrinnt <br />
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Jetzt stehst du hier <br />
und du hörst nicht auf zu lachen <br />
Die Welt gehört dir <br />
und der Rest deines Lebens beginnt <br />
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Der Himmel ist blau <br />
So blau <br />
So blau....<br />
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Die Ärzte - Himmelblau<br />
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Yeah, I know, it's not an English song. But I love it a lot. I was listening to it today when I went home from work and I thought: "Yeah, it's true, you have no real goal but a few thousand possibilities so you can do whatever you want. Your whole life is in front of you and it's gonna be good." - Don't ask me where I got this feeling or why. This day wasn't any special and I got some aches in my tummy because I have to spend my weekend in Denmark with Jasmin, without Falko and far away from home. Wow, I never thought I could like home that much. I just hope it will be better afterwards. No EHEC for me, please.<br />
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My picture of the day..uhm, I have to look for it.<br />
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This is Uschi, the friendly locomotive. I used to spend my evenings with her when I was a teenager as this playground is located near my dancing school and me and my friends used to hang around there to drink, smoke and have a nice time on Saturday evenings, when our parents thought we were only dancing. That was a nice time.. sigh.<br />
So, I'm heading of to Denmark to produce some maps of stones for my geology studies. I will be going there on Thursday morning and come back on Saturday evening. On Sunday there will be the big car boot sale downtown so I won't be able to sleep long though. A long weekend without weekend. Hurray. I don't want to go :( I'd love to stay at home and visit the university or go working on Friday. It really sucks.<br />
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Well, enough of that already. Gotta go play Hide and Seek with my rats or better eat something before I die starving.<br />
Don't be worried, world, I'm existing, but in another space (and time - I do believe time is running slower in Denmark than in Germany! quite sure!). See you later.Stöfffhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09378071351081541326noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664647073742415339.post-21694657901570477762011-05-25T10:31:00.000-07:002011-05-25T10:31:47.173-07:00Sometimes I think I'm crazy.. sometimes I know I'm not..Got two lovely letters from my pen pals today.<br />
The girl from America only wrote "Steffi" and then my address but the post man was clever enough to find me though. I'm impressed. And I felt like hugging the entire world when I found the letters. I'm that happy people seem to like me, at least through my letters.<br />
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I have a terrible aching back today. I don't know how to sit or lie or stand because everything hurts. I hope it will be over tomorrow. I don't know what I've done but I've obviously done something.<br />
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Tonight, I have an irregular date with Falko as he will have to spend some time with his friend Ole on the weekend and next week will be his holiday starting. I want to go with him so badly, he will spend almost 2 weeks in Ireland, going from pub to pub with his friend Ole. We didn't have any time on last weekend and we won't have much of it this weekend and than he will be gone. He just called me to tell me that he's not that sure if it's a good idea for me to come as he just came home from work and has to go doing sports now and afterwards he should only chill out and go sleep. I counted hours until I'm able to go see him and now he again disappointed me. Phew. I don't know what to do as he said I could come if I still want to, he wouldn't have enough time for me and will have to wake me up at 6:30 AM tomorrow morning to go to work. I don't care when I awake tomorrow as it's only studying, not working but he sounded quite dismissing.<br />
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Life is a bitch.<br />
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